Tuesday, March 29, 2016


After lots of contemplation I purchased "The Food Killer", Soylent. It arrived in the mail today and I almost immediately made a batch (the suggested 1 scoop Soylent, 2 scoop water).

First off, that is in my opinion a very minimal amount of water. It creates a very thick solution. (Mixing in a glass with a fork takes a looong time. Use a blender or something you can shake.) I'd say the standard recipe tastes like oatmeal.. At least that was what first came to mind.

I added another scoop of water and 3/4 scoop of Nesquik chocolate mix which definitely helped but some more tinkering with how much of this and how much of that will be needed. I can't say I enjoy the taste. However, it is not BAD by any means. Just... Mucky. Even if it were impossible to make the taste more exciting, I feel Soylent is worth it if it is to actually "kill food".


Saturday, March 26, 2016

I really miss Eyedea

RapGenius | Smile - Eyedea

"Time taught me how to seen every second as heaven even though they're perfectly disguised as hell."

To think someone that said that offed themselves. Leaves a sense of hopelessness. Ya know?


Namaste, Depression.

"There is no hard and fast rule with how to deal with depression and even psychiatrists do not fully understand it's aetiology or pathogenesis. Trust me people, there is no way to describe the holistic healing power of the empathetic and nurturing support of a person who cares. We may look on any given day as if we are coping well but, after years of living with it, we get very good at hiding it. Please, please do not assume that everything is OK when we appear well. It is at those times that we are most alone and have isolated ourselves and our pain behind a wall of functionality and it is then that we are at the greatest risk. So, be aware of the emotional state of your fellow humans and take seriously their moods as they can be a very clear indicator of potential self harm, self deliverance or even a catastrophic and highly disseminated destructive explosion. Love each other like you have never been hurt and try to feel the pain of your fellow man for, in the end, their pain is all of ours. Peace and blessings to all. Namaste."

Meaningless Intersections

"You're fifty years old. You've seen fifty Christmases, fifty birthdays, fifty years come and go. You've been in love many times, worked countless hours in many jobs, read millions of words, probably written millions as well. You've walked thousands of miles and your life is built out of these teeny, tiny building blocks, the tiniest of LEGO building the Taj Mahal. A tremendous accumulation of experience and knowledge. By now, your heart has beat over two billion times. One day, with another twenty years and 850 million heartbeats under your belt, you will be walking down the street. You'll see an even older man, stooped with age, with all the same breadth and depth of experience and wisdom as you, immeasurable, and you'll exchange a polite glance, perhaps a polite nod. You've never seen each other before. This is your first meeting, a moment your entire life has been leading up to. You will never see each other again. A heartbeat. Maybe three. That's all you get. Out of three billion heartbeats in your life, you each get three heartbeats to exist for each other. That's how we live our lives, every day; thousands of tiny, meaningless intersections that mean nothing, except to help us move forward."

Fortune Cookie

Choosing what you want to do, and when to do it, is an act of creation.

Friday, March 25, 2016

"I'm not on the outside looking in, I'm not on the inside looking out. I'm in the dead fucking center, looking around."

Rest in piece Zach "Widikus" Nordine

Tolerance - Widikus&JohnDaniel || SoundCloud

2010 Game speaking on the GOAT

Watch on YouTube here


"You just get overwhelmed because you try to explain everything that is everything that is every little part of everything, and you can't explain anything but your mind is happy with that, and you accept that you know everything introspectively, and you make sense to yourself but no one else, why aren't all of the three letter word combinations used, jav is not a word, why would we make more complicated words if we didn't use all of the three ones. Life is just life"